=) i found this video tt i made awhile back... =) i hope u like it.. i never got to give it to u hahaha.. anyway jus wanna let u know if u ever feel u have no one to turn to. dont hesitate to call me.. or send me a text.. always by ur side. =) <3

sometimes when all hope seems lost... u can be sure that there is someone else u can turn to besides me.. =)

always loving u from a distance sushi.. <3 enjoy the song..

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not giving up on u sushi.. so dont give up on urself either.. <3

heres a song for u sushi =)

keep smiling.. keep shining.. knowing u can always count on me... for sure..

After a thunderstorm.. there is a rainbow... and at the end of the rainbow there is a pot of gold.. the healing process that sushi has started is gona take awhile.. but at the end of this thunderstorm.. the rainbow will lead her to me.. and her pot of gold will be the trip to anywhere she desires that ive promised..

this morning i turned on my computer and saw that there were new posts in sushi's tumblr.. as i read on.. i could feel the amount of pain that she kept in her heart.. Actually all along i knew that she was hurting.. and that she never could trust men around her again.. but i made a silent promise to myself hoping that i would be the one that would help her regain that trust in men.. even now.. i am still trying...

everyone deserves to be loved.. when someone gives up on love.. what else would there be to live for.. look around! everyone has problems.. poverty..starvation and etc.. so dont give up... cos even if u give up.. im not giving up on u... =) the road ahead might seem bumpy and uncomfy.. but just hold my hand.. and i'll try my best to make it a pleasant journey.. *wink

last but not least.. i miss u . hopefully i'll see u soon.. and pls celebrate ur birthday! u only turn 21 once.. =) <3<3<3<3

3rd of may 2012.. its been almost a year since i first met sushi.. its been a rollercoaster journey but at the end of the day.. im glad we're still friends.. today we made a pact that in a years time.. she'll be all recovered from the nightmares of the past and we would be escaping reality to go on a trip that ive promised.. i cant wait for her to be a happy girl and smile again.. no one deserves the kinda things that has been put onto her.. i wanna stress again that no matter what, she will never be a baggage of misery or a burden to me.. she'll always be my sushiboo no matter wad.. its a lifetime promise and i intend to keep it.. =) what i want most for her is to start living life like it has some meaning again.. i know its gona be hard.. but the sushiboo i know is a fighter.. and she will fight for her happiness..its a tough battle but its gona be all worth it.. and i'll help her along the way.. last but not least.. sushi.. pls take care of urself whilst im not around to look after u... u know what ure allowed to eat and what ure not allowed to.. so pls.. do take care of urself.. and DONT SKIP MEALS!! take care.. xoxo p.s im like 7 eleven.. open 24hrs.. if u ever need me.. im jus a phonecall away.. =))